“Tonight was my plan”

Ps. before reading this was back in may and I’m ok now 🙂 

Tonight I’m not feeling alright 

Everything I want to harm with in sight 

My plan was to end my life tonight 

But my nurse found out and took everything away in sight 

My plan was to use a pillow case or something else to kill myself

but that they took away too 

I wish I could feel better but its hard to do

I want to be hoppy but what do I do 

I thought no-one would miss me but my nurse says that’s not true 

It’s still something I want to do 

My nurses are awesome they always help me and give good advice but I can’t stop thinking of what I want to do to end my life.

They won’t stop watching me and its bothering me 

But what I want to do they do not want to see 

My life sucks its got to end but I know that will hurt my family, loved ones, and friends. 

But its just to much

Reach out so you don’t plan something like me is all I can say.

Written By: Alisha Larsen 

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